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WORST DAY OF MY LIFE...theres a thin line between life and death and once u cross it theres no going back....
Lustful danger, a despicable thought,
Unforgettable anger coming out in revengeful ports.
Lonely feelings hidden by a shade of red
The blood drips on, she stays hidden in her bed.
Dark red blood a washed in a sea of tears
Dark blue uniform to hide the veil of fears.
A pitch-black coat hides a dying girl
Adults walk past to the echo of a church sounding bell.
Late at night, and it happens
The blood has almost dried and the tears have all been cried.
The young girls hand unclenches her last remorse
A couple nearby stop, stare and pause
The note flies away and her thoughts fade on her last day.
Black plastic bag covers a lonely girl
For one last time her stonewall fell,
A wall of guilt, of pain and tears,
A wall of thought and despicable fears.
No more anger however strong or mild,
So much guilt but no more child
R.I.P Katy ..... |
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| hmm lets see alot of awsome shiznat is going on....on the 10th was mine and brandons 5 month anniversery .....we hung out most of the day stayed up till like 10 am talking about scary movies w/ vinny which was fun woke up the next day at like 6 pm lol.....the 11th was brandons b-day....we baiscally did nothing sat and watched a tape from last summer it depressed us alot....it was so great back then....the 12th brandon had a party a bunch of pll came....me...vinny...rob...kieth...albert...ryan...dave...chris...lee...teresa...and amanda ...........suprisingly it was alot of funn.....we were all playing halo and eating food it was alot of fun....then later that night around 2am me brandon chris inny ryan and dave decided to go to my house and get drunk....BAD IDEA......we ended up drinking all the alchohol in the whole entire house....dave was drunk instantly and was acting like a dumbass the whole time (i love u penguin balls).....uhhh vinny was really upset he was crying and evreything i felt really bad....ryan was sorta buzzed and in a wierd mood he sorta stopped talking and evreything pissed him off....brandon was extremley tipsy and became the biggest jerk....chris and i were sober.......it was really bad evreyone was like passing out and crying i was freaking out.....me and brandon ended up having a fight and that was that......the 13th we whent to the dimebag darrel tribute concert in the city wich was amazing....exit played the most awsome set i have ever fucking seen.....thier drummer did the most fucking sick drum solo i have ever heard so that was funn....after the show i whent to brandons and he gave me my valentines day presents wich were so sweet he bought me like a full shopping bag full of candy jewlery and flowers and teddy bears i loved it....he walked me home at like 4am lol....the 14th valentines day it was so much fun.... ....i made my room into the perfect valentine room filled w/ perfect toys haha........i got dressed up in the cutest corset and panties.....and we had an awsome time haha i still have marks on my arms from the cuffs lol....were kinky lol ...lets see whent to brandons at like 5 am and slept in his arms that night.....i had the perfect valentines day.........................anyway it was a funfilled couple of days and i feel i should share it w/ the world |
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from vampire freaks ........FROM BRANDON |
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| HALO!!!!! .........i got my first 6 kills.....wich means iam avrage and better than u haha woot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| hmmm pretty much same old shit...stayed at brandons for the past three days....you know where that story is going lol....ummm havent done anything eventfull or even worth talking about....found out all my best friends i twofaced scumbags...but what can u do...jackie and erica threatend my life as usaul w/ thier childish prank phone calls...then said they were gonna kick my ass and pussied out haha ....yesterday was bellas b-day evreyone was shrooming and high of thier asses....we left early couldent stand the music it was all hip hop and shyt...the highlight of the day was watching brandon do the chacha and and watching curtis do the nazi wave to a bunch of porch monkeys who crashed the party...it was fucking halariouse......we left early and played halo the rest of the night...iam home now bored of my ass....cant sleep cuz brandon and me woke up at like 6 pm today....anyway if you read this u officially wasted like 5 minutes of your life haha ill be going to queens soon ...ttyl love u all...... |
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